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Not Again!!

So I don't know how many,  if any,  regular readers I have; but nonetheless I will continue to make references to my previous posts. So in my first year, I had a major crush on this guy in my class, I never told anybody about it, obviously.  Eventually, he started dating one of my closest friends. I  resented her for that for the longest time and quite frankly still do.  This is in spite  the fact  I don't like him anymore, they have broken up for over a year now and he is with someone else.

Now fast forward to my present crush, again  I have numerous posts about him, and I think history is repeating itself; in other words, I think he has a crush or if crush is way too strong a word here I think he likes my best friend. Again, I am playing fast and loose with the word best friend here, although she is my roommate and I hang out with her a lot but I really find her fake and she gets on my nerves .  So I am really not a huge fan of her and now if what I think is true I think I am going to loose my cool.

I really want to wallow in self-pity right now, but I really think that it is unnecessary and  quite frankly very juvenile. Because  I have told no one that I like him and I have really not made an effort with him. 

But I still hate this feeling, my only solace this just might be a figment of my imagination. 

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