I have known it for quite some time that I have a very desperate need for validation and I can't tolerate criticism, there have been times when I have stopped talking to people or have manipulated public opinion to his determinant against a person who has dared to criticize me.
I know I have a fault, I know that I am not really that good of an orator but I know one thing for sure that I have this friend to whom I have referred before as. " That annoying friend" and dude I know she is dumber than I am. I know it in my heart and my brain. She is just this extremely emotional creature who as acts like a child, is extremely uncompromising and a grave attention seeker. She is really slow can't understand criticism.
But that is not what I am writing to you about, what really annoys me is that the fact that she does not work hard at all, she does not even complete her syllabus, does nothing, I know for a fact that she can't write or think crap and still ends up getting the best things. For instance take last semester end exams, I know that she did not study at all but still managed to score higher than my roommate, and you want to what was the worst thing she had balls to compare her marks with me. Possibly the one of the only reasons she scored a bit decently on the assignment is because of the fact that they were group assignments. Even in individual assignments she just puts in one night of work and still expects like the highest in the class. She does not even know how to give proper footnotes or citation and still expects to score well. Her self entitlement is annoying and quite frankly a little depressing . It is depressing for me because I know for a fact that I have better assignment than her and I have put in more work than her still I get either less or the same marks as she does. Plus even when it comes to internship etc., last summer she got to do one internship which I was dying to do, and which is extremely hard to get, and how did that little bitch get it, via connections. And then she keeps on going on and on about how her father is a tyrant and that he does this and that he does that and that he is always undermining her and that how he never lets her do anything on her own and always tries to get her through places via jugaad, but then in the end she does end up interning in the place where her father gets her in through connection. I see her getting the best internship without even lifting a finger and then her acting all hassled and stuff because she feels she is doing so much work.Plus lets not forget the fact that she was in a relationship with the guy on whom I had a crush.
I know I have a fault, I know that I am not really that good of an orator but I know one thing for sure that I have this friend to whom I have referred before as. " That annoying friend" and dude I know she is dumber than I am. I know it in my heart and my brain. She is just this extremely emotional creature who as acts like a child, is extremely uncompromising and a grave attention seeker. She is really slow can't understand criticism.
But that is not what I am writing to you about, what really annoys me is that the fact that she does not work hard at all, she does not even complete her syllabus, does nothing, I know for a fact that she can't write or think crap and still ends up getting the best things. For instance take last semester end exams, I know that she did not study at all but still managed to score higher than my roommate, and you want to what was the worst thing she had balls to compare her marks with me. Possibly the one of the only reasons she scored a bit decently on the assignment is because of the fact that they were group assignments. Even in individual assignments she just puts in one night of work and still expects like the highest in the class. She does not even know how to give proper footnotes or citation and still expects to score well. Her self entitlement is annoying and quite frankly a little depressing . It is depressing for me because I know for a fact that I have better assignment than her and I have put in more work than her still I get either less or the same marks as she does. Plus even when it comes to internship etc., last summer she got to do one internship which I was dying to do, and which is extremely hard to get, and how did that little bitch get it, via connections. And then she keeps on going on and on about how her father is a tyrant and that he does this and that he does that and that he is always undermining her and that how he never lets her do anything on her own and always tries to get her through places via jugaad, but then in the end she does end up interning in the place where her father gets her in through connection. I see her getting the best internship without even lifting a finger and then her acting all hassled and stuff because she feels she is doing so much work.Plus lets not forget the fact that she was in a relationship with the guy on whom I had a crush.
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