An ode to workfree holidays

Holidays whether Christmas or Diwali or summer happened to be the favorite part of my year for obvious reasons no work,(although their were some projects but they were comparatively light and could be done in few hours) sleep as much as you want and no worries, and this was what I was expecting this break as well . I was looking forward to a long free holiday filled with baking, sleeping and binging on favorite foods and shows. After what the first semester end exams have put me though lord knows that I deserve this . As usual I had some work this holiday as well and I thought this would not require more than a few hours but as luck would have it I was wrong again. I just realized that searching for an internship is not an easy task no matter how good an internship I find there is a better one out their and its a game of probabilities the more application I send out the more chances I have of getting an internship . But this is just a starting, now I am busy writing samples for the applications but if I get the internship I want my next holiday would be spent working for the internship, and if finding one (internship) is this hard then I am not really sure how hard would be working for that internship. So this is how the next five years of my life are going to be spent analyzing cases for marks in my college time and for internships in my free time.
Not a very pleasant scenario but the one I chose.

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