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2014:??

Well there is nothing post the colon as I can't describe this year in two or three words. This year was literally the turning point of my life with so many changes some good, some bad and some inevitable. Well if I have to make a list of all the so called important events that had happened in this year, then well it would be extremely boring. So I have decided that in my end of year post I will talk rather write about the things that were not that important maybe something I may not remember, something I learned something quirky something interesting something about myself.

Well there is one thing I really learned this year is loving yourself, I mean not in a cliché way, I still want to lose weight I still wish I had written my exams better and I still wish I was more open to new things but one thing I realized that I don't need people's approval and people's approval should not be the only motivating factor for my action in fact  it should be not be a factor at all in deciding what I should and what I should not .

I realized that it was not necessary to fit in a particular mould I could like Rock music and rom-coms at the same time, I could be a feminist and enjoy AC DC and like Disney movies I could be anything I want to be (ok that may be a slight exaggeration, I still believe I would never have been able to make it as a Doctor).But it was a year I got more comfortable with myself and my choice, I realized it was okay if my choice and opinion didn't match with others.

Also since we were on the topic of music in the last paragraph I also realized that rock music phase was not a phase but an actual thing so now I could say with confidence that I LOVE ROCK AND ROLL (and the Joan Jetts version not the Britney Spears one), well not only rock and roll but all kinds of rock punk, contemporary, classic, heavy, every kind.

So moving on I also realized that I could never like Twilight(both the movie and the book) not in a million years and I would remain  choosy about literature all my  life. I just can not read trashy literature.

Okay last but not the least the most important thing that I realized was that I should write this blog not because people are reading it  but because I enjoy writing it . So  I would write it even if( which is the case now)  I have no followers.(well this more of a resolution than a look back but let it be)

 

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