Well, my happiness project is so far going fine atleast externally. I am trying to be open to new people and experiences and am avoiding the negative influences in my life. I am trying to make positivity a habit and I think to a certain extent I am comfortable. However, internally I am in a turmoil, I am anxious and worried. I have so much work and I don't think I will be able to do it. I am happy in the moment and then I start thinking about the future and everything just goes haywire. I feel so anxious and incomplete all the time.
So it is generally accepted fact that it takes a lot to set me off, I mean people give examples of my patience, seriously they do, it is no exaggeration. But now enough is enough, so I had a fight with my room mate, well to be exact it was not really a fight, I shouted and she just walked out not that much exchange of words and stuff, but one gets the point it was a disagreement. So now there this kind of cold war kind of thing going on between us, where we are giving each other a cold shoulder, now I do know that I may have overreacted a bit but my initial reaction was completely justified. What is done is done, now it is time to move on, but the point of ego comes into play who is going to make the first contact, who is going to be the first one to bow down and talk? And frankly I don't mind being the first one at all.
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