Towards better days

I have resolved, I am going to bring about some major changes in my life and these changes begin now. I am going to change the way I think, the way I work, the people I associate with and my priorities.
I would not say that I am pushing everything negative out of life but there are certain things which I would try and not do: and the first among them is that I would not try to snub other people's achievement and would genuinely try and feel happy for them. Apart from that I would not think that high of myself, I know I am mediocre and that is sad but the best part is that I have scope for improvement and that id what I am going to do.
Secondly as I already mentioned there are some people who I feel that I am not going to associate with or atleast not hang around that much anymore, I think I am going to take some time out generally from friendships and other such relationships and try ans figure how I handle myself alone, or what do I think about when I not with people I am already comfortable with. I am going to be quieter and just try and focus all my energies on myself rather on other people.
I am going to work hard atleast for the next one month, what I do I would do with complete focus and dedication. Even if I put less hours in i will try and accomplish as much as I can in those hours.
Also I would endevour to keep abreast of all the happenings so that I have a wider world view,

And most importantly I am never ever going to forget that you make your own luck and stop blaming everything which goes wrong in my life on luck.

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