Things we do for love

I am not in love exactly but it has been an ongoing theme of my blog for some time and the reason I am writing this current post is also the same, it is HIM. Yeah my stupid unattainable crush who I am supposed help with his moot and hence I leave my work and help him which puts me behind on my work and which annoys me to no extent yet I do it because I can't say no to him and well deep down I do want him to like me. I mean who am I kidding I want him to fall for me and well I do want to have nauseatingly cheesy conversation and late night walks with him and do want a person who is mine like completely and totally mine who would put me first, which my realistic part of the brain knows would not happen yet my dreamy part just keeps on day dreaming and putting me in trouble.
The fact remains I do not mind helping him in case it is useful for me as well, but the point still remains that my externals are just 10 days away and I can't really be wasting time on his work right now but still I do.

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The Turning Point

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