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Infatuation

There is this guy in my class, and well as the title suggest, I am completely infatuated with him. Before going further let me describe him he is tall, probably the tallest guy in my class, not dark but weirdly good looking. He is smart, funny, a little awkward but a great speaker though not smooth, on top of all that he plays a guitar. I mean the playing guitar is not a big deal but he has this nerd image and then I find out that he plays guitar and loves Pokémon and somehow that attracts me more towards him.
Now the problems, first I have never had a one on one conversation with him, secondly I think he has a very nerdy, prudish image of me. Every thing related to this can be summed up in this one image-
 
So now this is one part of my problem knowing that he would never feel the same way about me. The truth be told I have this feeling that I don't want him to fall for me, I just want to enjoy this college girl infatuation and want to get over it in a couple of months.
Now the bigger problem comes into picture, well he is occupying a lot of my mind space and I don't like it.
I can't concentrate, I can't  think and I an external exams from next week, as apparent from my previous posts I have had a very bad semester in terms of everything and I can't really screw up my semester end exams over a BOY!!

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