The all consuming hatred

I hate my roommates, I abhor them, I wish them unwell from the bottom of my heart. I just want them to disappear into thin air and just get out of my life.

Well, I think the above sentences appropriately convey my depth of hatred towards my roommates. I am a person who can tolerate a lot but my roommates have pushed me to such an extent that I can hardly look at them without contemplating a way to kill them. Trust me they are the most stupid, irresponsible, unhygienic, inconsiderate and irritating people to ever walk this earth, and the saddest part is both of them have been put with me in my room, last semester during exams I realized how annoying and disturbing they could be, therefore this semester from the very first month I have maintained my distance with them. I have avoided and ignored them to the extent rudeness. I would tell you the extent to which I have avoided them, there are times when I don't even exchange like a single sentence with my roommates the whole day. But the problem right now is that my hatred is now consuming me, I am so pissed at them right now, firstly because they exist and secondly because I have to see them all day long (as I have prep leave going on).

So I guess I am writing this post now so that I can get all that hatred, anger and negativity out of my system and just concentrate on what matters the most now, i.e. my grades.

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