I know this sounds really silly and I am so past that phase but I am really scared, now the question arises what am I scared of, well that too is pretty silly and well frankly very cliché, I'm scared of being ridiculed and laughed at. I am scared that I might be very incompetent, that I might not fit there. Well I'm scared and I thought putting it out here for the world to read would make me feel better.
So it is generally accepted fact that it takes a lot to set me off, I mean people give examples of my patience, seriously they do, it is no exaggeration. But now enough is enough, so I had a fight with my room mate, well to be exact it was not really a fight, I shouted and she just walked out not that much exchange of words and stuff, but one gets the point it was a disagreement. So now there this kind of cold war kind of thing going on between us, where we are giving each other a cold shoulder, now I do know that I may have overreacted a bit but my initial reaction was completely justified. What is done is done, now it is time to move on, but the point of ego comes into play who is going to make the first contact, who is going to be the first one to bow down and talk? And frankly I don't mind being the first one at all.
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