Aww I'm back to the hostel and I don't want to be back, I just miss home so much. I know once I get back in the grind I would feel better and would stop missing home but right now I feel very shitty. Just feel as if I'm just holding back tears with lot of effort and feel as if I'm going to fall sick like last time which I don't want to happen, I just keep thinking back as to what I would be doing if was back home. This is so frustrating I wanna be back home but I know I shouldn't and that I can't.
So it is generally accepted fact that it takes a lot to set me off, I mean people give examples of my patience, seriously they do, it is no exaggeration. But now enough is enough, so I had a fight with my room mate, well to be exact it was not really a fight, I shouted and she just walked out not that much exchange of words and stuff, but one gets the point it was a disagreement. So now there this kind of cold war kind of thing going on between us, where we are giving each other a cold shoulder, now I do know that I may have overreacted a bit but my initial reaction was completely justified. What is done is done, now it is time to move on, but the point of ego comes into play who is going to make the first contact, who is going to be the first one to bow down and talk? And frankly I don't mind being the first one at all.
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