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That bad feeling

Why do bad things happen to good people, why do people hurt the person they used to love, why to people deceive and cheat each other and why can't my roommate shut up? Why, why, why??
So based on these deep, deep question one could realize how bad do I feel right now, I have this feeling in the pit of my stomach, at the bottom of my heart, in the back of my mind that something bad, like really, really bad is going to happen.
And bad and sad things are have been happening around me this whole evening from, falling and crashing of vehicles to breaking of people's heart.
Let me clear this up, the affected party is not me, not even a close friend but just an acquaintance, but he is really sweet and I feel really bad for him, like really bad . And the girl who broke up with him is so mean and selfish and inconsiderate.
Another clarification is warranted I think, this one relates to the fact that I don't like this guy in the romantic sort of way; I don't have a crush on him, it is just that he is genuinely a really good human being and I feel bad for him. And if I have a crush I think the first thing I would probably do is post about him here.
So about the bad feeling, I feel something is going to happen, something bad I just don't know what.
And the worse part I have a report submission tomorrow and I haven't even started it so god help me .
 

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