The Turning Point

As the title already suggests this post is foing to be a extremely whiny post, so if you are in a happy mood are a person ( like me), who hates to listen to whiny people then tap out. Now, to the kind and patient readers. I have decided one thing never ever to make plans, never to do plan anything and never to expect anything. So this weekend I have my fest. The best thing about it is that the fest is more than half way through and just one more day is left.  I had decide this year that would not work for my sucky sucky fest. I would not waste time and energy on it rather I would do something productive like read, work on my paper and my moot and unwind a bit, get some rest, catch up on some sleep and TV series. Just basically chill for three days. Get my life back into track and basically get some semblance of order and structure into it. However, as it is rightly said, the best plans of men go awry and so has happened with this women. My plan for not working for this fest has gon

I think my bubble has busted.  Up till this point any regular reader of this column( which I am very sure are none) would know how much I am infatuated with this guy in my class. Now today I met him alone and  this was perhaps the first time I had a proper conversation with him for prolonged period, and I have a feeling I have screwed it up. I feel as if  he does not like me at all. He just thinks I am this annoying stupid person who has no work other than to bother him. I think he is too cool and smart for me. Plus I think I am not pretty enough for him.

Ahh!!! I have fallen, fallen for his charms his height and his choice in books. Furthermore his Facebook life seems awesome. I am so deep in to my fantasy world that other things have taken a back seat. It is seriously affecting my productivity and efficiency.  I love the feeling but am scared of the disappointments which I know are inevitably around the corner.

I am quite happy these days, I really don't know why. I just am. Maybe it is because I don't have any assignment due and am finally getting some sleep or maybe I am finally getting close to my crush. I am certain it is the latter than the former. I think I have already talked about him at length in my former blog posts but however and I always saw him as an unattainable standard. However, today I see him as something and some one really attainable if not as a boyfriend or anything but just as a friend. We like the same author ( PJ Wodehouse) and frankly I like him better for that. And the fact that he needs my help and he approaches me for it is insanely adorable and that just makes me happy. Btw I think he is dating someone else.

This in continuation to my post need a win, I thought I really needed a win and it turns out I was right, I really indeed needed it. But as always no one, especially me ever get anything which we ever need or want. Well I would not write a moping post about how I feel wronged and I am the most unfortunate soul in this world which as it turns out I am but I am going to write a somewhat hilarious account as to what has befallen me in these past three days. An advise from someone who has been there and seen it all, please whenever you go to an airport please enquire whether an airport is a silent airport or not. Because you might be waiting for it to be announced but it is never done and when you think it is time to board and you go and check you are the only one who is left to board. Well another advise always and like always when you go to a hotel do a bedbugs check otherwise you would be left with like a suite full of clothes to wash. Another advise when you go to a certain univer

I really need a win, I have not had one for a very long time. It is long overdue I feel but I feel I am too desperate and hence I won't get it. Plus I want it for all the wrong reasons like I want it because I want to show off to my new crush that I am smart. I am pretty sure that my senior teammates feel that I am dumb and I don't want to be the only on who loses form my college contingent like last time. And on top of that I have absolutely no achievement in College whatsoever I really need this. 

I have known it for quite some time that I have a very desperate need for validation and I can't tolerate criticism, there have been times when I have stopped talking to people or have manipulated public opinion to his determinant against a person who has dared to criticize me. I know I have a fault, I know that I am not really that good of an orator but I know one thing for sure that I have this friend to whom I have referred before as. " That annoying friend" and dude I know she is dumber than I am. I know it in my heart and my brain. She is just this extremely emotional creature who as acts like a child, is extremely uncompromising and a grave attention seeker. She is really slow can't understand criticism. But that is not what I am writing to you about, what really annoys me is that the fact that she does not work hard at all, she does not even complete her syllabus, does nothing, I know for a fact that she can't write or think crap and still ends up gettin