Well there is nothing post the colon as I can't describe this year in two or three words. This year was literally the turning point of my life with so many changes some good, some bad and some inevitable. Well if I have to make a list of all the so called important events that had happened in this year, then well it would be extremely boring. So I have decided that in my end of year post I will talk rather write about the things that were not that important maybe something I may not remember, something I learned something quirky something interesting something about myself. Well there is one thing I really learned this year is loving yourself, I mean not in a cliché way, I still want to lose weight I still wish I had written my exams better and I still wish I was more open to new things but one thing I realized that I don't need people's approval and people's approval should not be the only motivating factor for my action in fact it should be not be a factor at all