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Will there ever be anyone?

Everyone has someone. This someone can be anyone a friend, a parent, a sibling, a romantic partner. You know this someone would always be there for you, would never betray you, would never judge you and most importantly never leave you. This someone is the person around whom you can be you, around whom who take out all masks and just be yourselves. He/She would never label you, would never try to complete you but complement you. She thought about this someone often, whether she would ever find such a person? But, then she would tell herself that this is what she has worked towards her entire life. To be self- dependent because people always leave and if they don't leave they expect you to change for them. They want to fix you. But what if I am not broken, she thought. Maybe this was her a little neurotic, a little asocial, a little aloof and maybe she was fine that way. Just because she was different did not mean that she was faulty. Just because she did not enjoy the things o
Is it possible to reach that point in your life where you have kept feelings in a jar for so long that they have died along with everything related to it.

Not Again!!

So I don't know how many,  if any,  regular readers I have; but nonetheless I will continue to make references to my previous posts. So in my first year, I had a major crush on this guy in my class, I never told anybody about it, obviously.  Eventually, he started dating one of my closest friends. I  resented her for that for the longest time and quite frankly still do.  This is in spite  the fact  I don't like him anymore, they have broken up for over a year now and he is with someone else. Now fast forward to my present crush, again  I have numerous posts about him, and I think history is repeating itself; in other words, I think he has a crush or if crush is way too strong a word here I think he likes my best friend. Again, I am playing fast and loose with the word best friend here, although she is my roommate and I hang out with her a lot but I really find her fake and she gets on my nerves .  So I am really not a huge fan of her and now if what I think is true I think