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Being 19

Okay well this seems like a week of epiphany, I just realized I'm just nineteen. Yeah I have at least a good fifty years ahead of me. This is my time to love and live my life, to wear my heart on sleeves and have a new crush every week. To be free, to be me, to explore, to learn, to make silly mistakes. This is it. I would never get these years back as I grow up, would never feel the same way again. I want to live my life without regrets, twenty years from now, I don't want to look back and say I wish I would have done this or I wish I would not have done this, this is my life and I want to live it my way.

This does not mean I would make stupid choices and become someone I would hate but this definitely means that I don't have to be the uptight one all the time, the one who is always prim and proper, the responsible one. I need to let go. I just need to be the crazy one, the fun one, the one who can fall for someone and the one for whom someone will fall.

 

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