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Best friend and crush!!

Okay I think disaster has struck my life, my best friend, well okay calling her best friend would be erroneous, but one of the closest friend in college, is on better terms with my crush than I am. Well in all frankness she does not even know that I have a crush on him, but still it is killing me. I mean this is not even a girl I can bitch about, and make myself feel better.
And as I haven't told her till now that I have a crush on him telling her now would be really wrong, so what am I supposed to do. And worse what if this friendship blossoms into a relationship, would I be able to be around them without being bitter. I mean its not that I really like him probably if I give it another semester it will fade away on its own but given that they are so close now is really killing me . So the crux of the matter remains what to do now?

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