Hello! I know it has been a while since I wrote to you but I just remembered about you today. Since no one really reads it any way, I thought I would tell what is been on my mind. Cause I am tired, actually no just sugar crashing I guess and really can't think or work. Kaafi bore ho raha hai. Need to rest and sleep and just read. But club applications karne padh rahe hai. AHHH. I know it sounds to bleh, but I want to chill, I want to work as much as they did in two states. I don't want to study till 2 in the night and wake up at 5:30. I want to learn how to swim and go the gym daily. I want to write creatively, and produce research. Interact with people and party. I don't want to be in this constant pressure cycle