The Turning Point

There are a of of things in this world I don't care about, or at least I act like I don't care about. But today I am not here to talk about those, today I am here to talk to you about the things or rather the thing I care about, my grades. This might sound shallow, well  I don't care, I have always been a straight As' student and grades have always been extremely important to me. And now I feel I am being indifferent about that as well, tomorrow I have an external and I have not even started. Now many of you might feel this indifference is not a big thing and definitely not a bad thing. But. if I am no that person who just does not care anymore, then who am I? And the next thing is even if I am worried and having a panic attack like I am having right now, I am not going to convert that into hours of studies. But OMG, it just hit me the mere fact that I am writing this post means that I care, it means I care enough to care when I stop caring. I know this is confus

Well, when I made this blog, I promised myself I would keep it about me, about my likes- dislikes, dilemmas and basically what goes about in my head. Another reason was that I have always refrained from posting anything controversial online, like my political or religious affiliation, I don't know maybe I was scared of trolls. But today I think it is high time I speak up, this is a cause which is very close to my heart and I just can't let it goo without any fight, all my other social medias are full of post and tweets supporting and defending Greenpeace, and I think it is time that even this, my secret weapon is bought out from my armory. Well I don't know how effective would this be, since I don't have any regular readers, but any one who come across this would at least know how dissent is being gagged in the biggest democracy in the world. It is not just Greenpeace but other organizations like Ford Foundation and Bill and Melinda Gates Foundation, and after bann

What do you do when you can't think, all you wanna do is just run away, run away to a pretty,  beautiful place that is so mesmerizing that all you want to do is sit there in that beauty and immerse yourself and be invisible.  CAN'T THINK DON'T WANT TO THINK.